people always say, you'll only know how precious something is when they finally leave and never come back. i got that once, when it hit me closer to home as my grandma passed away. i was young then, i never learnt before how to comprehend it. so the pain was left there, people think that im still young and i dont know anything. but i knew, what it was like. she stayed with me 24hrs each day. from waking me up and tie my hair, to cooking my meals. thats how much i miss her.
this second time i experience it, really does hit me. its now, that someone i really consider family, is leaving. our daddy Aw. leaving for the better, or leaving for the worst? i dont know. but i would like to think that, he also does not want to leave this volleyball family. i never thought that i could treat someone, a teacher, like a father or rather brother, in such a short period of time. just this shortshort 5 months and u left the whole vb team feeling a whole lot for you. i wonder how you did that. haha.. but nevertheless, we or rather i, really treated you like someone dear to my heart. cause, sad to say for me, i only realised how much you put in for this team during the campfire. it just hits my head, all the memories came flooding back on what you did for the team that unnecessary for you.
like spending time with us after training hours and days when there weren't training, to dig with us. and like not rushing back home when u weren't feeling well, to seek medical treatment. and from u missing ur medical appointment. someone like me, who is really interested in medical stuff, knows that it can be serious if u miss one of ur appointments at the HOSPITAL if it was something big. but yet u still did it anyway. there was still mrs chong if u have to go, but u stayed to train us anyway. u didnt have to treat some of us lunch after the sembawang match, because we lost. if we won, it might have seemed reasonable. but we didnt.. then there was times when u took out the money from ur own pocket to treat us, to buy stuff for us. and tht dvd, im sure it wasnt from the vb fund? like times when u did not have to come at all, to train us like coach but u still did. times like, u didnt have to bring ur friend along, but u still did. in anycase, i knew there were unnecesary sacrifices that you have made, which will be cherished dearly in my heart.
what im inspired the most, is ur passion for volleyball. it really led some of us to think, someone who isnt familar with the team at first was soso passionate. why cant we be the same.. ask me whats the point of staying? and i'll tell u, volleyball is now considered my family, and my life. why i didnt left volleyball for basketball was partially because of our daddy aw. i saw some kind of hope that the volleyball team may have a chance, cause we have someone very passionate. also because his presence had left me with this warmth that glued the team so tightly together.
no need for fancy words or any thing else, i just want to thank you for the much efforts to put in, in volleyball for the team. and just want to say how much we love you as a big brother in volleyball. thank you soso much. know that we really do cherish you, alot alot.the thought of u leaving had really brought many of us to tears. that campfire night, many of us cried im sure. cause we really cannot bear the thought of u leaving. u being in basketball is okay only if u will be staying in CHR permanently, cause we still get to play ball with u. but u going to basketball for the rest of ur CHR days is really unfair for us. why the stupid school management has to be this way?
and yeah, didnt mrs yeo say that she does read our blogs? well now, READ THIS PORTION.
WE DO DEARLY TREASURE OUR MR AW, AND WE DO LIKE HIM ALOT AS OUR VOLLEYBALL TEACHER. why the hell do u have to transfer him to basketball when he only have a few months left in CHR. basketball alr has so many teachers-in-charge. why take away one of our only TWO teachers? wtf is ur problem man? cant u just let him spend the rest of his days in CHR with the volleyball team? so what if we're lousy? it doesnt give u the damn chance, or anyone else the chance to look down on us. because u dont even know how to play this sport, and u dont even know what its like to already bond with the team so well and only having to hear that we are going to be separted. wtffff, even our TIC is leaving. damn u.
this second time i experience it, really does hit me. its now, that someone i really consider family, is leaving. our daddy Aw. leaving for the better, or leaving for the worst? i dont know. but i would like to think that, he also does not want to leave this volleyball family. i never thought that i could treat someone, a teacher, like a father or rather brother, in such a short period of time. just this shortshort 5 months and u left the whole vb team feeling a whole lot for you. i wonder how you did that. haha.. but nevertheless, we or rather i, really treated you like someone dear to my heart. cause, sad to say for me, i only realised how much you put in for this team during the campfire. it just hits my head, all the memories came flooding back on what you did for the team that unnecessary for you.
like spending time with us after training hours and days when there weren't training, to dig with us. and like not rushing back home when u weren't feeling well, to seek medical treatment. and from u missing ur medical appointment. someone like me, who is really interested in medical stuff, knows that it can be serious if u miss one of ur appointments at the HOSPITAL if it was something big. but yet u still did it anyway. there was still mrs chong if u have to go, but u stayed to train us anyway. u didnt have to treat some of us lunch after the sembawang match, because we lost. if we won, it might have seemed reasonable. but we didnt.. then there was times when u took out the money from ur own pocket to treat us, to buy stuff for us. and tht dvd, im sure it wasnt from the vb fund? like times when u did not have to come at all, to train us like coach but u still did. times like, u didnt have to bring ur friend along, but u still did. in anycase, i knew there were unnecesary sacrifices that you have made, which will be cherished dearly in my heart.
what im inspired the most, is ur passion for volleyball. it really led some of us to think, someone who isnt familar with the team at first was soso passionate. why cant we be the same.. ask me whats the point of staying? and i'll tell u, volleyball is now considered my family, and my life. why i didnt left volleyball for basketball was partially because of our daddy aw. i saw some kind of hope that the volleyball team may have a chance, cause we have someone very passionate. also because his presence had left me with this warmth that glued the team so tightly together.
no need for fancy words or any thing else, i just want to thank you for the much efforts to put in, in volleyball for the team. and just want to say how much we love you as a big brother in volleyball. thank you soso much. know that we really do cherish you, alot alot.the thought of u leaving had really brought many of us to tears. that campfire night, many of us cried im sure. cause we really cannot bear the thought of u leaving. u being in basketball is okay only if u will be staying in CHR permanently, cause we still get to play ball with u. but u going to basketball for the rest of ur CHR days is really unfair for us. why the stupid school management has to be this way?
and yeah, didnt mrs yeo say that she does read our blogs? well now, READ THIS PORTION.
WE DO DEARLY TREASURE OUR MR AW, AND WE DO LIKE HIM ALOT AS OUR VOLLEYBALL TEACHER. why the hell do u have to transfer him to basketball when he only have a few months left in CHR. basketball alr has so many teachers-in-charge. why take away one of our only TWO teachers? wtf is ur problem man? cant u just let him spend the rest of his days in CHR with the volleyball team? so what if we're lousy? it doesnt give u the damn chance, or anyone else the chance to look down on us. because u dont even know how to play this sport, and u dont even know what its like to already bond with the team so well and only having to hear that we are going to be separted. wtffff, even our TIC is leaving. damn u.
